Missing

I can't forget about it. I can't just let it go. It's a part of my life that I must revisit. I am excited and anxious as well. Don't ever think that because something is a part of your past that u can't revisit. This doesn't apply to everything though. Sometimes I just sit and wonder, how or why I ended up where I am right now. Being ahead of my years is a daily struggle. Not may people can keep up with me. Some just comprehend my intellect, nor do they try to understand my train of thought. Ok back on topic. I miss Philly in a way that is almost bothersome. A simple visit won't suffice. I need to spend some serious time there. I just left so many people and so many things behind, and I feel like I need to tie up some loose ends. This is something that has been on my mind for years. I am deeply rooted where I am located now, so how can I solve this problem? Until I come up with a solution, guess I gotta accept the fact that now isn't the time.


Peace.

New Mentality

When is the last time you took time out for yourself just to think? Not just about last night or last week, but your entire life. Have you measured how much you have grown from childhood up until now? Or even from a year or 2 ago until now? We all need to step back sometimes and check out progression in life. Time will fly by and you will be in the same place you were years ago if you don't stop, think, and reflect. I often find myself deep in thought about what I can do to get one step closer to my dreams in life. I am truly reaching for the stars, and sometimes I forget to put on my space suit. Then I start to choke because I have no air. I take the suit off because I can move faster without the weight, yet I can't survive without it. Every now and again I try to fly without the added weight, then I remember how important it is to be patient. Sometimes we need a little weight on our backs to slow us down, so that we don't rush into things. Even thought it weighs us down, we can still keep on moving. 


Love and peace ya'll

Breath Of Fresh Air

Regaining a relationship that you once thought was lost forever is like a breath of fresh air. Today was that day for me. This is only the beginning though. I appreciate, value, and honor the people in my life that support me and what I am trying to accomplish in life. When you have people like this in your life, hold tight and don't let them go. You may have disagreements and contemplate the old " cut-off" move, but think twice. True friendship is hard to come by these days. Have you talked to your friends lately? If not, why not? Pick up the phone and call. Reconnect and enjoy each other's company and thoughts. Cherish the laughter, tears, and the love that you share with each other. Let your friends know that you love them. In case you are reading this..... I love you. Thank you for being you and for helping me be me by accepting me for who I am. :)