A Woman's Touch

You ever had a moment where you just needed someone next to you? Not in a " I'm lonely type of way", I mean like to feel the energy of another next to you. Just to feel the warmth and comfort...... It's such a soothing feeling. It's not a physical thing all the time. It is also mentally soothing for me. It just brings me down sometimes. I can forget about stress, problems, and other BS. The touch of a woman is something that can't be replaced, replicated, or imitated. If I could have that feeling all day, I would definitely be in a constant state of calm and reassurance. The funny thing is that every touch is different, I am curious to see how many different feelings that I will experience in my life. I just get a vibe, a feeling, a magnetic attraction that beckons me. As of late I just been wanting a new touch, a new feeling. Maybe i'm crazy, or maybe I am just in my own world who knows and who cares. I wonder when I will feel my next touch? How will she make me feel? Women are precious in so many ways that I can't count. I just wish more of them realized how precious they actually are. There's nothing like a woman's touch.

Thoughts about the truth.

This is just coming from a place inside of me that I usually keep to myself. You make me smile like no one has in a very long time. We made a connection that is rare and strange. The kind that is so right, so perfect, that it's scary. Yet we never ran from it. We never kept how we felt a secret from each other. If only we could be together. If only we were at the same point in our lives. Making a decision like the one we did was tough. Too tough. It was definetly a decision that had to be made. End it all before we go to far or get too attached, knowing that we are worlds apart, or living with the reality that we live in two very different worlds yet we share common ground that is rarely found between two people. Can we honsesly just be friends? Get used to the idea that we could be with " someone else" will we ever truely be ok with that? I hate the fact that these questions will be bouncing around in my head for a very long time. What's even worse is that I can't answer any of them. If nothing else becomes of us or even if we were to completely part ways, you showed me something that I forgot. Beautiful, intellegent, understanding, respectable, ambicious, sensual, and free spirited women still exist. I found one. I truely believe I found one. Is she the one for me, or is she just a reminder of what i've been looking for and the proof that it still exists? Once again my mind is riddled with ideas, thoughts, and questions that pull me into a place of discomfort and personal reflections.